I just wanted you to know I understand what you are going through. As you know we are trying to conceive and were successful twice now. I had lost the baby at 14 weeks back in Feburary. We were going for an apoitment to hear the heart beat, and not heart beat. The next day I was in the hospital to have a D&C. That was one of the hardest, most challenging times of my life. Especially since one of my students parents was pregnant and I wondered why when she can’t take care of the children she has. I know, pretty harsh. I have seen so many children in such bad family lives, yet they have so many children. Well, we have been trying for 8 months (not too long, but since we got pregnant right away after my first two pregnancies~It was a long time to us.) Then last Monday I was late, took a test. I was pregnant. Called the doctor and everything. I actually too 5 tests to make sure from Monday to Tuesday. Then at work, on Thursday I started to bleed. I know in my heart that God was taking this baby too. I burst out of the bathroom, told my principal I had to go and went straight to the doctor. I so wanted to hold on to the little life that just began to grow. God had other plans. I lost the baby. So, here I am wondering…will I ever get pregnant and stay pregnant again. I so want my daughter to have a sibling, but it may not be ment to be.

This is my story. I will never have peace of mind…when (if) I do get pregnant again!
Sarah